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Collinsville

from Letters To No One by Illuminator

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I shouldn't have held you up so high, you're only human of course you lied
But honestly, I expected more from you, from you

I still, I still remember every word you said
"Please come my way"
I promise i will someday
A dream come true, fell in love with you and the lies I was force fed
I'm just praying that death can silence the voices in my head

You've convinced me heaven isn't real, but hell, Hell is real

It's a place inside of my head
It's where I go when i can't sleep at night
It's what i feel when my head and heart fight
It's the voice that says "you'll never do this right"
You'll never do this right, you'll never do this right

I promise i'm trying so hard to let go of the resent I feel in my heart
But I've never felt so betrayed, I felt myself decaying since the first day
what more can I say I let you in, I trusted you , you ripped it out
More lies than I can count

You can keep it
Don't want my heart back
Don't wanna feel like this another fucking time
I don't wanna see the sun again
I can't see your face without regretting every second i spent in that fucking place
Since I can't forget you i'll kill our memories, erase all trace of those dark days
Forget my heart ever stayed in your hands, burn my dreams let me live with the damned

Ten days in heaven turned to hell you stole my soul my hearts still in Collinsville

So i'll sit in my grave
Writing letters to no one
Screaming songs for the world to hear of all the things I wish I had said
The things I kept in my head, but theses word will never reach your ears

I'd saying i'm trying to forget you but I never really knew you
You're just another no one, you're just another no one now

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from Letters To No One, released May 21, 2014

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