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Gray Skies // Sun Breaks (Ft. Ben Hoagland of Extortionist)

from Letters To No One by Illuminator

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I can't seem to keep my head up high ever since our last goodbyes I just haven't been right
I hate everyone and everything and I hate that I'm this fucking way but I can't seem to change a god damn thing

This isn't who I wanted to be, I remember every second I spent with you, all the little things you'd do that made fall for you after all the time I spent wondering what went wrong

Where the fuck did we go wrong?
I have a heavy weight on my chest. I can only stand for so long, I'm giving up, I'm giving up.
Your absence has left me sleepless all I wanted was for us to be happy but it was never good enough it was never fucking good enough

I want to sleep with the dead
To smell the earth after every rain
Covered in soil and dirt where my body no longer feels this hurt
My heart has tarnish, maybe it's been black from the start
It always rains hardest on those who deserve the sun, what have I done
Do these clouds ever break?

I've let bridges burn
I've watched the light fade away and the clouds they never end
I've set the fires that fuel my isolation
I'm giving up for my fucking sake
I tell my self everyday i'll be a better man, someone that lives for something more than myself, someone stronger than me so much stronger
My heart maybe heavy but it still beats, the wounds do hurt but my heart still beats for you
I'm afraid to sleep cause it's your face i see
Every night in every dream and it seems like that's how it'll always be so I stay awake at night and stare at the spot next to me where you're supposed to be

So, this is it, erase me

I'm just hoping for the best, but I'm just a walking insecurity
My mind's never at ease, my soul will not rest at peace
There's no escaping this hell
I deserve all of this

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from Letters To No One, released May 21, 2014
Additional lyrics written by Ben Hoagland

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