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Saudade

from Letters To No One by Illuminator

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Why don't you listen for a second or two
I don't know why i still think about you
It's just the one that gets away is the one you wish had stayed
Saudade
Fuck
You used to bring a smile to my face but my hearts in a different place

I'd rather be pissed off than down on myself
I'd rather be angry than alone on my own
I'd rather be pissed off than wasting more time with you
(You were just a waste)
I've let hate consume my heart, consume my heart

You're not what i fucking thought

I don't know why I can't bring myself to peace
I should've given up
I should've called it quits, when you gave up on me

I'm not a quitter, I'll hold and struggle til the end and maybe that's why I'm so bitter
Maybe that's why i can't hold my anger, maybe that's why I can't get over you

Fuck the way I've become or maybe this is how I always was
At least I'm not alone there's a thousand of kids just like me, cheated out of every good thing in life
I never knew that I could feel this way, so cold, so angry
I'm less like me every day, i'm less like me every fucking day
Less like me, less like me everyday, less like me

If anger is fire then you're my fuel, like a wildfire burns the land I'll let this cleanse these memories of my very being

Every time I hear your name, it rots my brain
Every time I hear your name, it reminds me of every second I spent in pain

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from Letters To No One, released May 21, 2014

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